A day before Ramadhan

Salam ukhwah semua warga bloggers .Ehem rasa nya dah lama tak menaip .awkward tu jangan kias kias lagi.Memang skill makin merudum tahap dewa.Almost one month tak update blog.Dah nak terawih pun.Banyak cerita macam biasa otak tak mampu nak remember semua,hanya gambar yang boleh jadi kunci memori yang paling bermakna.Kalau tidak data yang lost susah aku nak get back.Jadi,tika ini aku dah dapat balik title back to student life setelah lama aku bekukan otak yang makin hari makin pupus.Then,for the last semester here I don't know how to express my word well.I can't imagine what will happen soon.Otak aku sekarang loading tersangat lama untuk something yang new.Mungkin holiday terlalu kerap atau terlalu leka dan ambil mudah dengan technology yang semakin high.Sedangkan planning dan processing untuk final year project sangat "packed" banyak yang tersekat dan disekat.Would it be a last minutes project like before?Ohh it will turn into some dangerous part.Hoping that I can give the best contribution into my fyp for this semester.Hoping.Untuk yang terakhir di sini,dan semestinya aku akan cuba untuk menikmati setiap moment yang aku rasa nak "wrap" kan in this semester.Semester terakhir,Ramadhan terakhir bersama classmates, roomates,deskmates,assignment mates and etc. Sob sob. Semestinya akan merindui detik detik itu :D

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A day before Ramadhan,we had joined bowling competition dekat Kuantan Mall.The event was going great and unexpected it was really made our day. Saja join untuk meluangkan masa but so far best dan banyak moment yang di capture untuk di review back next time.Ramai jugak classmates yang join even tak semua tapi meriah. Kalau semua join agaknya lagi meriah :D

Let's me share le moments.

 

.us.

.we are with fly emirates jersey.

Masing-masing dapat gift 

Kakak Senior

Dalam lif pun sempat snap hoii

That's all the memorable day for early weeks untuk semester ini.

Hope this relationship stay forever.

Dear,Classmates.

Jadi untuk yang terakhir,Alhamdullilah sebab masih dapat peluang untuk meet up with Ramadhan again untuk tahun 2013.Then,I wish semua umat Islam di seluruh dunia.

"Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan al-Mubarak" 

Semoga dapat  kita kuatkan semangat,tingkatkan iman dan kukuhkan ibadah untuk Ramadhan kali ini dengan penuh keberkatan.

Selamat bersahur,berpuasa dan berbuka puasa.

Insyaallah kalau masih di beri peluang kita berjumpa untuk hari raya :)

At last,wish me luck for my fyp soon

.Insyaallah.

Till then,

Sekian,Salam.

The day with precious moments.

Assalamualaikum to all readers.Sermoga semua sihat dan sentiasa di rahmati Allah. Awkward gila beb nak menaip .Actually banyak benda yang aku nak ber-story telling by typing but error for me to act real. Just be cool for this time.The way I start this entry pun dah rasa differents.[Abaikan] So,selesai sudah big event in my family. Along's wedding was done! And i was ohhh  feel comfort all the time.But sometime I am  miserable tonight when I was remembered the days before wedding until the wedding day because it is fun dan meriah.My family and i really co-operated well until the last breath cewaahhh haha until the final day of my bro's wedding. Just,this is the 1st kenduri in my family so it was fulled with a lot of luxurious thingy. Complete with tahlil and marhaban before the wedding day.Macam - macam ada. The best part is semua makanan clear from laksa,bihun sup,tapai,agar-agar,dadih,ayam kukus,rojak,teh tarik and etc. Everything was clear.Even hujan lebat on that day,it is worth.Hujan rahmat mungkin.

Pengantin dalam hujan

Since busy mengemas,memasak,menolong,memeriahkan suasana,melayan tetamu and sort of things that are related. Ia sangat sangat penat but fun dan puas.Hasil gotong royong all family,orang kampung dan at last of course catering side.Kalau tak, tak tidur dua hari dua malam basuh pinggan mangkuk segala. 

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Bila semua satu keluarga dapat gather sekali it was ohhhh so excited and delighted feeling.I can smile even I was tired.I'm feel the happiness inside when all my family diberi kesempatan untuk berkumpul sekali semua in my house.*no one miss*

Bukan senang. It was an awesome date for my family act. Macam-macam kerenah telatah yang sentiasa buat aku sepupu mak saudara tok opah mak abah paklang maksu semua pecah perut gelak .Budak budak yang ramai buat aku pening with all their perangai.But it was okay right?Ini adalah satu anugerah yang sangat precious bagi aku.Alhamdullilah. Rasa penat tu hilang bila berkumpul ramai ramai mcam ni :D

The day

Married

Single

Beratur masuk rumah

Then,after the event,semua pakat balik.Ohhh,I will gonna miss these moments..Bising bising dalam rumah ,gelak gelak,lawak abah yang memang truly lawak really made my day.When I remembered all this kind of moments. I will smile and rasa tenang.Rindunya.I believe that keluarga adik beradik sangat penting dalam hidup untuk support kita all the time.Really support me to be strong untuk face everyhing .Rasa satu semangat untuk terus gerak dan melangkah dengan lebih kuat. Memori ini yang akan disimpan disudut yang paling dalam .Insyaallah.

At last what I can say is family gathering is the best part ,there are no gap between us.

Even we had a gap just avoid it to achieve the high level of happiness :D 

Trust me! 

Lastly,congrats to along and my sister in law.Btw tak lupa jugak untuk my friends yang sudi datang  :)

Till then,

Sekian ,Salam.

Inspiring Moments ++

Assalamualaikum to all of my virtual friends.First of all hello friends,hello teachers,hello sifu and at last of the intro is "HELLO WORLD" oh this type of word is remind me about java last last semester.[Ignore It] Totally I am really miss this type of "job" which is writing typing and then reading .Oh blogwalking,miss these kinds of my part time .I am already plan to update blog after final but how sad is I don't have anytime to update and story .If you noticed,my post is too long and I just post one in a month.Since my life hectic here.Yes,my time is too pack and limited.I thought I will get free of life after I stay up about three days before final.Yes,this is what Allah already plans for me.Allah has arranged these kinds of jobs to me.

When I'm back home there a load of work to do related to issues problem [Currently Issues][PRU13]. Actually,belum cukup dewasa masih lagi separa dewasa[Lupakan desas desus undi mengundi].Elok sampai rumah esok tu dah dapat call untuk kerja.Actually dah plan nak rehat rehat,rest my mind regangkan otot-otot but ohhhh.Somehow,I don't know if I CAN or CAN'T .I have to choose either one.Alhamdulillah,Allah give me a strength to work again.I work as a waitress as a part time job about one weeks than I am officially quit because I have some problems.So,these is what Allah want to test me.I went to Hospital Penang and take care of  Maksu.She has to fight her diseases with a high of risk.So if you count two weeks for this holiday is totally filled and already full with the activities that I never plan!And it is like torturing man.Rasa macam oh packnya life sekarang .Time is flying too fast which means I can't plan anything for the other 4 weeks left to meet another semester which is the climax part *How scared* I am not ready 100%.Believe me,dear friends.

p/s : Please find and press Crtl + F4 button if you are bored,Ctrl + Shift +T if you are interested then :D

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The precious part that keep inspiring me is when I am in the hematology ward almost a weeks.I learn a variety of strength,spiritual,emotional and life happening now.I am grateful because I am still a common person, not a patients .Yes,maybe I am not ready to face this "time".Being a part time doctor because it seem too early for me to know about these disease.Sincerely,in ward I am being a good listener for some patients with their own and differences problem and stories. Their story make my heart burst but I have to support them inside and outside and keep take care and pay attention to them.Doctor and nurse have many patients they don't have enough time to focus on one patients only.They have many patients that need them in one time.[Respect them]Sometime,at night I become a "nurse" for them become a listener and sleeping partner.I admit that being a doctor is not an easy things.is not EASY!I am sincerely to take care of Maksu and other patients.I miss the moment in hospital with maksu,doctor,nurse,patients,guard and cleaner.It is an amazing experiences.After all,I got a bunch of strength because I knew there are another person has a tough life than me.I am grateful enough now.I learned how to be a grateful person today.

One word Alhamdullilah

In the ward I knew many people ,I got some friends and make friends with people around me.It is the best part .I am still improving my socializing skill.Then, I have English teacher that correct me if i am wrong when speaking with her.Auntie Ong that really talkative person.She is Chinese.I am comfortable when chit chat with her.She is like a predictor.She can explain our carrier and behavior.Even it is correct sometime but I am keep believing in Allah.Auntie got limpoma disease related to cancer .Red and white blood cells,platelets and other about blood.She actually try to be strong when she always inspiring me and other patient to be strong in life,.Deep inside from her heart I know she is trying to fight her disease inside.Who knows? 

[Hope to move on]

Every night she is screaming and crying because of unbearable pain. Same goes to Maksu got infected by gland cancer and I am responsible to support and give full of strength to Maksu. Please,be strong.We are here with you and will accompany you until you get a better life and "sembuh" like another patients yang hampir sembuh.I know you are strong. Cancerians is really scared because they always imagine to face a "death" after they fight .They know almost how much days and month they can bear with their disease.But they can avoid all of these feeling by praying to be strong and try to be strong to get a full of strength to fight what ever happen. Insyaallah,Allah will ease everything we do.

(Process of healing is to test our patient not our anger,if not just consider it is a test from Allah) 

Be strong! Life must go on!

Patients pain is on off so they have try to be strong at a time ,they don't have to wait for time because time always chasing for them.

Sebenarnya tak mudah untuk para manusia normal imagine macamana rasa nak lawan penyakit itu atau ini.

Hanya pesakit sahaja yang boleh rasa.Sakit orang lain-lain.Macam tu jugak masalah yang rasa terlalu berat untuk face and forget alone.Di mana saat orang lain susah nak rasa masalah kita.Hanya kita yang rasa jadi perasaannya sangat berbeza.The hardest part went we have to peram, pendam sampai dendam dan susah nak lepaskan.Sama jugak macam life yang kadang kadang rasa terlalu sayang untuk lepas dan lupakan hanya untuk sementara tapi sayang bukan selamanya.Jadi deal dan berjuang lah hingga ke penghujung pintu bukan hanya di tengah tengah kotak pintu yang sentiasa ada dan terbuka untuk lost anytime.Please be a loudest mindend person.Orang cakap "Try and fail,but don't fail to try"

Auntie always remind me "Take care of your health,please don't be like me because it is hurt, very painful and suffer but you are lucky person"

The last word I didn't get what she means.

p/s Entry kali ini agak panjang pulak.After this,I have to settle a bundle of things because my bro's wedding is around a corner.After a big day,I want to focus more on my FYP.Insyaallah.Pray for me.To all friends,readers and virtual friends you are invited :D 

Till then,

Sekian,salam.