Already end.Bye 2013.Hye 2014.

It's running like a thunder coming until I realize that is going to the ending. Oh,before I'm started I just wanna say that two thousand and thirteen is really really means for me. Taught me everything from nothing until knowing.From lower to highest.From blur and start blinking.*Ting Ting Ting*

Kalau aku "resize width life" aku sepanjang dua ribu tiga belas .What can I say it such a big challenges that I had face ! What can I conclude is I'm pass with million of loves.Screaming like a hell because I'm free.Apa yang selalu aku risau,yang selalu aku fikir yang selalu aku expect is sangat memuaskan hati .Banyak benda yang aku hadap untuk tahun 2013,semua aku dapat handle.Banyak effort yang aku sacrifice untuk life aku. Banyak benda aku belajar nak puaskan hati aku yang selalu fikir bosan untuk setiap hari.Bosan itu ini,hingga akhir aku dapat jugak atasi.Bukan untuk being a overbearing person I just realized that I can and I do. Unbearable, I can pass dengan masalah project,masalah exam,masalah jiwa emosi and special case is masalah hati.So,i'm paseed ! Sekarang,semakin hari aku sibuk jadi banyak benda aku nak fikir.Alhamdulliah hati aku makin senang dirawat dan masih boleh diubat.

Tapi fikiran aku masih "remain the same" untuk yang bernama lelaki.Lain orang lain cara untuk menilai 'jiwa lelaki '.Janji itu ini akhirnya mati sendiri.Hanya itu aku tak boleh janji untuk change my mind untuk puaskan hati.

I'm real;y really hope dua ribu empat belas dapat buka pintu hati,buka mata hati,buka minda untuk explore yang lebih baik dari tahun ini.

Create something yang limited /extraordinary

I'm a little bit sad with the ending of two thousand and thirteen because i'm feel the tears in happiness. The big changes 2013 and 2014 is turning to family instead of friends aka roomates,classmates.Before this,most of peek time we complete and compete each  with fears,tears and cheers together. Spazz with emotion.Now,it's hard to stay together for all time because we are no more in one class and hostel.Please,being a good daughter/son for your parents.Haha.

.Stay strong and being together.

Just a moment we can create happiness,even in tears which is the ending part.A big of tears and apologize from me if any.

Good Luck dear friends,classmates.

Hopefully,we will meet again on Convocation Day and become a successful person in future.Yeah,this year is totally to the ending.

Believe it ! How sad :'/

Goodbye 2013.Hye 2014.

"Attract what you expect,reflect what you desire,become what you respect,mirror what you admire"

Dear 2014,

I hope I became stronger than 2013.
Two thousands and fourteen target,resolution and goals.
It's just a beginning,just trying and let's training.

Till then happy new year,wishing all of you achieve your dreams as well.

Have fun !

Sekian,

Salam Tahun Baru

eleven twelve thirteen.

Untuk permulaan ini,banyak benda yang aku rasa terlalu low.Lower than ever.Rasanya semua celah celah kelemahan aku boleh rasa.Cuma satu aku masih tak dapat nak buat apa apa.Kenapa? Mungkin aku mengharapkan someone yang can bring me out to a new planet.Mungkit di situ aku boleh duduk makan tidur sahaja tanpa buat apa apa.Free from all.Tapi sampai bila? I'm pushed to think. So,along my journey I never skip my observation onto something yang really unique.Something that inspire me and i'm going to make a research about something yang i'am really really to know .It's all about future.Maybe before this ,i'm too much plan and target about future .But it doesn't turn into miracle .It's such a dreaming without action .So ,may I change? Forever and more i'm not going to takes time nagging here about future and future again .Maybe i'm think too much and it makes my brain down to the grown. So,ignore all those nonsense intro.bubbling is not my pleasure instead. Just to warm up my critical brain right now.Oh forgot today is eleven twelve and thirteen.any plans?

11.12.13 i have to clear it out or any other advice for me?

and I found 13.12.13 is more special for me .Idk know maybe thirteen is my number.

I wondered.Who i am standing for . Ohh too much thinking babe!

I keep wondering..

First,

Why you keep haunting me again while i'm here .A part from all.Wae?

Second.

Why you keep mention me among your friends.Wae?

Third.

Am I always in your memory.

Fourth.

Do you really hate me after all ?

Five.

And last who am i for you to keep on those ridiculous memory and i'm swear it's just a coincidence.

just a coincidence and it's bring me into a trouble.

At last,let's break up with all tricky dreamy because you and me never has a beginning step and ending declaration.Cheers!

Am i too obvious without conscious? 

Anyway,i was influenced by the heirs drama 

 .I can't stop imagine and reminding who you are and who is me. 

I can't stop from thinking unless I'm died

Now I'm playing  Nelly - "Just A Dream"

Yes,Just a dream to forget everything.

and counting the heirs ending .

13.12.13 i decide to end this.

.Pathetic.

Selesai satu episode

Finally my life has changed back to routines.I'm home.how can i smile ? Alhamdullilah syukur Ya Allah sebab beri aku peluang hingga ke tahap sekarang .Banyak benda aku belajar sepanjang jadi perantau.everything kena explore sendiri.Settle study dekat Pahang,tercalit satu lagi surrounding dekat Kelantan selama sebulan .Pendek kata banyak kenangan untuk aku express.Banyak benda aku keep in touch in memory brain walaupun cepat lost,cepat blur.Aku akan cuba cari free space untuk simpan lagi sisa sisa kenangan almost three years sbg student whether in second or primary memory .Asalkan aku dapat remain the same as well.

Seeking a space for a better memory.

Kadang - kadang proses permulaan untuk 'adapt' dengan surrounding yang baru sangat lambat.So,first time dekat Kelantan memang rasa ohh whhy so late .lambat lagi next week ,lambat lagi macam macam.Everything is slower than ever .Tapi bila sampai ke penghujung tarikh,penghujung program like seriously terlalu cepat.dan tup tup tup even sebulan banyak benda kita buat banyak benda declare in one team banyak yang kita work in one situation untuk one target. Mungkin sometime benda benda macam ni kita tak akan nampak time seronok time berjimba like heaven,time bersembang tak ingat then time last baru rasa sedih like a hell tinggal kawan kawan seperjuangan,kawan kawan sekelas semua.

Yang ni time dekat Kelantan,time infosys program.

What ever it is yang lepas tetap akan lepas.Nak get back pun susah nak feel like a first time.Insyaallah semua benda yang aku belajar yang aku kenal yang aku dengar akan aku ukirkan untuk masa akan datang untuk guide aku.Sekarang aku dekat office time praktikal.so i'm fully dekat rumah.no need to worry .no need untuk berebut beli tiket dari Muadzam ke Penang time cuti time raya cina time krismas haha .I'm free but sometimes it such an experience that bring me to miss those thriller things there.and now i' miss it so badly.

time flies so fast

sekejap sangat rasa .

masa macam kereta api sekali dia laju langsung tak leh nak undur

tetap kena ke depan sebab ramai yang menuggu.

the concept still remain the same in our life and routines.

banyak plan yang menuggu yang langsung kita tak boleh nak expect well

till then.

selamat bekerja selamat belajar.

jom lunch!

masih merindui.