Wednesday, December 11, 2013

eleven twelve thirteen.

Untuk permulaan ini,banyak benda yang aku rasa terlalu low.Lower than ever.Rasanya semua celah celah kelemahan aku boleh rasa.Cuma satu aku masih tak dapat nak buat apa apa.Kenapa? Mungkin aku mengharapkan someone yang can bring me out to a new planet.Mungkit di situ aku boleh duduk makan tidur sahaja tanpa buat apa apa.Free from all.Tapi sampai bila? I'm pushed to think. So,along my journey I never skip my observation onto something yang really unique.Something that inspire me and i'm going to make a research about something yang i'am really really to know .It's all about future.Maybe before this ,i'm too much plan and target about future .But it doesn't turn into miracle .It's such a dreaming without action .So ,may I change? Forever and more i'm not going to takes time nagging here about future and future again .Maybe i'm think too much and it makes my brain down to the grown. So,ignore all those nonsense intro.bubbling is not my pleasure instead. Just to warm up my critical brain right now.Oh forgot today is eleven twelve and thirteen.any plans?

11.12.13 i have to clear it out or any other advice for me?
and I found 13.12.13 is more special for me .Idk know maybe thirteen is my number.
I wondered.Who i am standing for . Ohh too much thinking babe!
I keep wondering..

Why you keep haunting me again while i'm here .A part from all.Wae?

Why you keep mention me among your friends.Wae?

Am I always in your memory.

Do you really hate me after all ?

And last who am i for you to keep on those ridiculous memory and i'm swear it's just a coincidence.
just a coincidence and it's bring me into a trouble.

At last,let's break up with all tricky dreamy because you and me never has a beginning step and ending declaration.Cheers!

Am i too obvious without conscious? 
Anyway,i was influenced by the heirs drama 
 .I can't stop imagine and reminding who you are and who is me. 
I can't stop from thinking unless I'm died
Now I'm playing  Nelly - "Just A Dream"
Yes,Just a dream to forget everything.
and counting the heirs ending .
13.12.13 i decide to end this.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Selesai satu episode

Finally my life has changed back to routines.I'm can i smile ? Alhamdullilah syukur Ya Allah sebab beri aku peluang hingga ke tahap sekarang .Banyak benda aku belajar sepanjang jadi perantau.everything kena explore sendiri.Settle study dekat Pahang,tercalit satu lagi surrounding dekat Kelantan selama sebulan .Pendek kata banyak kenangan untuk aku express.Banyak benda aku keep in touch in memory brain walaupun cepat lost,cepat blur.Aku akan cuba cari free space untuk simpan lagi sisa sisa kenangan almost three years sbg student whether in second or primary memory .Asalkan aku dapat remain the same as well.
Seeking a space for a better memory.

Kadang - kadang proses permulaan untuk 'adapt' dengan surrounding yang baru sangat lambat.So,first time dekat Kelantan memang rasa ohh whhy so late .lambat lagi next week ,lambat lagi macam macam.Everything is slower than ever .Tapi bila sampai ke penghujung tarikh,penghujung program like seriously terlalu cepat.dan tup tup tup even sebulan banyak benda kita buat banyak benda declare in one team banyak yang kita work in one situation untuk one target. Mungkin sometime benda benda macam ni kita tak akan nampak time seronok time berjimba like heaven,time bersembang tak ingat then time last baru rasa sedih like a hell tinggal kawan kawan seperjuangan,kawan kawan sekelas semua.
Yang ni time dekat Kelantan,time infosys program.

What ever it is yang lepas tetap akan lepas.Nak get back pun susah nak feel like a first time.Insyaallah semua benda yang aku belajar yang aku kenal yang aku dengar akan aku ukirkan untuk masa akan datang untuk guide aku.Sekarang aku dekat office time i'm fully dekat need to worry .no need untuk berebut beli tiket dari Muadzam ke Penang time cuti time raya cina time krismas haha .I'm free but sometimes it such an experience that bring me to miss those thriller things there.and now i' miss it so badly.
time flies so fast
sekejap sangat rasa .
masa macam kereta api sekali dia laju langsung tak leh nak undur
tetap kena ke depan sebab ramai yang menuggu.
the concept still remain the same in our life and routines.
banyak plan yang menuggu yang langsung kita tak boleh nak expect well
till then.
selamat bekerja selamat belajar.
jom lunch!
masih merindui.